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Hang On
I’ve battled mental illness my entire life. I was in the sixth grade when I first tried to kill myself. I’ve spent decades wanting relief...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 21, 20232 min read


God is not Pie
Today my pastor, Pastor Malcolm, preached on Matthew 22-1-14 The Parable of the Wedding Banquet. He said he found this passage...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 15, 20232 min read


Recovery
I’m good at sharing what’s going on in my life. I think I drive my family crazy because where their lives intersect with my own, I...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 7, 20232 min read


Race and God
Recently, a discussion came up regarding race in the church. As a predominantly white congregation, it’s easy to gloss over the topic. We...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 1, 20232 min read


A Message to Us
I know it’s hard. Your body hurts. The pain feels overwhelming, but you are strong. I know it’s hard. Your body feels like it’s in mud...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 24, 20231 min read


Still missing my mom
My mother passed away 4 months ago. People try to comfort me by telling me she’s with me, but I don’t like that statement. The last thing...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 16, 20232 min read


Deeply Loved
My dearest friend, my “little sister”, got married yesterday. It was beautiful. It was a rainbow themed backyard wedding. Their yard was...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 10, 20232 min read


I’m The Lucky One
I have schizoaffective disorder a combination of bipolar and schizophrenia. It’s considered a severe mental illness and my counselor is...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 3, 20232 min read


I don’t feel well.
That statement sums up my life right now. I have gastroparesis. I don’t digest food normally; food stays undigested in my stomach causing...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 27, 20232 min read


Praise God!
Why is it so much easier to trust God when He answers our prayers the way we want but the minute He says, “no” or “wait”, the doubts...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 20, 20231 min read


Walking on Water
As I read the words in Matthew describing Peter walking on water to meet Jesus, I see myself in Peter. He stepped out in faith, braving...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 13, 20231 min read


Eyes on God
I am currently taking a course on Leading and Planning Worship for my lay ministry certification. I was struck by this statement in the...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 5, 20231 min read


All Are Welcome
A friend just sent me a sermon from her church, Edmond’s United Methodist Church. The pastor intern preached on welcoming the disabled....
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 23, 20232 min read


Warrior
When my daughter was little, I called her “princess”. She was a beautiful child, a talented dancer. She loved “Hello Kitty” and anything...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 23, 20232 min read


Facing Addiction
Before he died, my father celebrated his 20th year in recovery for alcoholism. Before that he was a mean drunk but after he worked hard...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 8, 20232 min read


Fractured Mind
Do you hear the whispers? I know my voice, you’re not my voice. I don’t know you, but I know of you. I know you wish me ill. I know you...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 4, 20231 min read


Here I am, Lord
This week I met with the chair of Disability Ministries for the United Methodist Church. I’ve been asked to join their Mental Health Task...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 2, 20233 min read


Lose Your Life
I like Pastor Malcolm’s sermons. They make me think. They act as a launchpad for what I think God may be trying to tell me. Today’s...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 25, 20232 min read


What Does It Mean to be a Woman?
My wife is the love of my life. We’ll have been married for 35 years this September. She became her true self 12 years ago and has been...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 12, 20232 min read


I Am with You Always
Today Pastor Malcolm preached on Matthew 28:16-20. His sermon was on the trinity as today was Trinity Sunday, but I connected with...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 4, 20231 min read
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