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Fear vs Fight
Today there are No Kings protests happening all over the country. I have several friends and fellow church members attending our local gathering. I wholeheartedly agree with the protesters. I’m terrified of what’s happening to our country, The Make America Great Again believers are doing anything but making it great. Our country now lives in fear, never knowing who will be detained, taken or sent away. Our economy is reeling from rising costs and mass layoffs. Businesses are
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 18, 20252 min read


Where Is God?
We live in such terrifying times. Each day brings more atrocities. People are dying. People are hurting. People are scared. We never...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 12, 20252 min read


Belief vs Trust
What does it mean to trust God? I’m not talking about belief. I believe in God with all my heart. I don’t believe a world as complex as...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Oct 4, 20252 min read


Hanging Onto Hope
Sometimes when I write, I write what I think, not what I feel. This is that week. John 16:33 “I have told you these things, so that in me...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 27, 20252 min read


Seeking Attention
I was 12 when I first tried to kill myself. Twelve. I was a child, and I was in so much pain I wanted to die. Sit with that. There was so...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 20, 20252 min read


We Will Rise
When I started thinking about what I was going to write about this week, the words, “I will rise” came to mind. As I thought about it...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 13, 20252 min read


Finding Strength in the Midst of the Unknown
Well, my journey went over a little bump this week. Wait, scratch that. My journey went over a friggin’ boulder in the middle of a narrow...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 10, 20252 min read


I’m fine
“How are you?” “I’m fine, and you?” “I’m fine.” The most banal and yet deceptive conversation that takes place thousands of times at...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 10, 20251 min read


Why
My heart broke tonight. I was talking to my wife, complaining about the latest symptom to show up: apathy and she shared her doubt about...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 23, 20252 min read


Shoulder to Lean On
What struck me today is that one of the hardest parts of having dementia is the loneliness. No one understands the pain, the fear. Those...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 17, 20252 min read


You never know…
Luke 12:13-21 13 Someone in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, tell my brother to divide the family inheritance with me.” 14 But he said...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 9, 20256 min read


Grief
When I preached last Sunday, I said the words, “I have dementia”. I have been using the diagnosis ”frontotemporal degeneration” as if...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Aug 9, 20252 min read


Invisible
I have an invisible disability. I don’t use a wheelchair or cane. When you talk to me, I seem together. My symptoms don’t raise red flags...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 19, 20252 min read


Fear Not
Too often I find myself so scared. Scared of dealing with an uncertain future. Scared of a limited lifespan and a rotten way to go. All...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 14, 20252 min read


The Source of Fear
One of the things I’m not sure people understand is the FEAR this frontotemporal degeneration causes. The diagnosis is progressive and...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jul 5, 20252 min read


This is not the end.
I’m not usually a positive person. I say I’m not an optimist or pessimist; I’m a realist. I don’t see life through rose-colored glasses....
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 28, 20252 min read


Dealing with Doctors
One of the difficulties with having chronic illnesses is dealing with the doctors that are supposed to treat you. They dismiss our...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 22, 20252 min read


See the Love
Two swans making a heart with their beaks. So, I’ve shared my journey with frontotemporal degeneration. It’s been a hard one. I’m angry...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 14, 20252 min read


Saying Goodbye
I have frontotemporal degeneration. My cognitive difficulties are not obvious to others yet although that is changing as I lose control...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 7, 20253 min read


Love is Love
June is Pride month. It’s time to recognize all the diverse voices that make up our world. It is calling the world to unity not...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 1, 20252 min read
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