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"My Wife"
I married my childhood sweetheart in 1988. He was an amazing man. He loved me, stood by me, and believed in me. We had children and even...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 10, 20202 min read


Speak Out!
I’m biracial. My father was black. My siblings are black. But I don’t look black. I don’t look fully “white” either. My skin is light but...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
May 30, 20202 min read


Rainy Days
Recently, God answered a prayer that was YEARS in the making. Even though I’m 50 years old, I never knew what I wanted to be when I grew...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
May 18, 20205 min read


Who Do You Say I Am?
Matthew 16:13-16 “When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do people say the Son of Man is?” They...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
May 6, 20202 min read


Enter My World
I have a mental illness. Stability is a dream of mine. I pray, I hope, I imagine what it could look like to be sane. I wonder what goes...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Mar 28, 20203 min read


Moving Forward
I suffer from significant memory loss due to several months of Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT). I have no memory of events that took...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Mar 13, 20203 min read


Memory Loss
I have schizoaffective disorder. Basically, I get manic and depressive episodes mixed with psychosis. It’s a lot of fun. (NOT) I’ve had...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Mar 6, 20204 min read


Hang onto Hope
My children are my life. Some people talk about parenting the “terrible twos” or teenagers, as if they are somehow harder than other...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Feb 25, 20204 min read


Let's Start at the Beginning
Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash Our country is divided. Our church is divided. Our families are divided. We like to look at ourselves...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Feb 8, 20203 min read


The Power of Language
In 2011, my spouse came to the realization that “he” was actually a “she”. That realization led to a great deal of personal development...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Dec 25, 20193 min read


Do I Scare You?
Does my vulnerability unnerve you? Does my honesty make you feel uneasy? Do my weaknesses hit to close to home? I have learned that not...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Dec 2, 20193 min read


Swim to the Light
There are people who think you can “choose” to be happy. It’s so not that simple. I can’t change my brain chemistry on a whim. I can’t...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Sep 29, 20193 min read


'Til Death Do Us Part
When I was 13, I fell in love. I was still a child so, what did I know? Fortunately, I knew enough. From the beginning, he was there for...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jun 26, 20192 min read


God Is With Us in the "No's"
I recently listened to a podcast on prayer. The host was sharing how God answers prayers, offering an example of an event that was nearly...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Apr 27, 20192 min read


Blessed Be
Most of us reading these words are abundantly blessed. Depending on what you are dealing with in life you may not feel that way but, if...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Apr 10, 20192 min read


ECT Desperation
In July 2017 I began electro-convulsive therapy (ECT) treatments. They took place multiple times per week until February 2018. ECT wasn’t...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Mar 21, 20194 min read


Snowstorms
I live in the Puget Sound. As I write, the snow is falling. The snow has been falling for days. We have around 2 feet at our house. For...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Feb 12, 20192 min read


Insanity
I write to make sense of my insanity. I’ve battled assorted illnesses since I was a child. Responses have varied. Some write me off,...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Feb 11, 20193 min read


Faith
A friend sent me the quote, “Faith is not believing that God can, it’s knowing that God will”. This sums up my spiritual dilemma. I have...
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Feb 7, 20192 min read


The Work of God
I attend a wonderful church. It’s loving and giving. Members take care of each other so needs are met. The only drawback is it’s small....
Jasmine Ray-Symms
Jan 24, 20193 min read
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